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Name: Michael
Location: Birmingham, Alabama, United States
Birthday: 11/9/1986
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

ABRE LOS OJOS

TE QUIERO SIEMPRE


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

So i think im finally begining to feel comfortable at Butler.  even though i still cant sleep like half the time and im always dancing, but i suppose thats the best part.  Dancing can be so frustrating when your body doesnt work right, sometimes i want to just curl up and die! and just sleep for a month.  but then usually the next day is like amazing and my body feels perfect and i can move and leap and turn and dance and its the best feeling ever.  so yeah i never know exactly what i should put here, or rather why andybody really would want to read any of this, but i just thought maybe i should post something even though i have rehersal in lik 40 minutes and this is the only time today im going to have to write this FUCKING ENGLISH ESSAY FUCKERS.  but yeah ill deal or just stay up kinda late and finish it.  ugh student choreography rehersals from 9-10 every night HAVE to stop.  neway im coming home on wednesday night hopefully, and i cant wait to see anybody.  and im probably going to auburn on friday, except that i just found out the florida game is this weekend, so i dunno if im still going or not....everybody that i know there will probably be busy with friends and such.  im actually not looking foward to revisiting madtown as much as i thought i would, except i really am looking foward to seeing the people that live there alot.  nway im gonna write this essay in 20 minutes i just decided.  adios lovers.

Michael!


Monday, October 02, 2006

so i havent posted in awhile, sorry guys been really busy with dancing and stuff.  but i came across this poem by pablo neruda and i think its my new favorite spanish poem ever.

Poema 20

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche. /   I can write saddest verses tonight 

Escribir, por ejemplo: " La noche está estrellada,  /  To write, for example: "The night is starry
y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos".     /   and blinking, blue, the stars, in the distance

El viento de la noche gira en el cielo y canta.    /   The night wind turns in the sky and sings.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.    /    I can write the saddest verses tonight
Yo la quise, y a veces ella también me quiso.        /      I loved her, and sometimes she also loved me.

En las noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos. /  In nights like this I used to take her between my arms.
La besé tantas veces bajo el cielo infinito.    /   I kissed her many times under the infinite sky.

Ella me quiso, a veces yo también la quería.   /   She loved me, sometimes i also loved her.
Cómo no haber amado sus grandes ojos fijos.    /  As if not to have loved her huge gazing eyes.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.    /   I can write the saddest verses tonight.
Pensar que no la tengo. Sentir que la he perdido./To think that I don't have her. To feel that i have lost her

Oír la noche inmensa, más inmensa sin ella.  / To hear the immense night, even more immense without her.
Y el verso cae al alma como pasto el rocío.  /  and the verse falls to the soul like dew on the grass.

Qué importa que mi amor no pudiera guardarla.  /  What matters is that my love could not keep her.
La noche está estrellada y ella no está conmigo.  /  The night is starry and she is not with me.

Eso es todo. A lo lejos alguien canta. A lo lejos.  /  That is all.  In the distance someone sings.   In the distance.
Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.  /  My soul is not content with having lost her.

Como para acercarla mi mirada la busca.   /  As if to bring her closer, my watching searches for her.
Mi corazón la busca, y ella no está conmigo.  /  my heart searches for her, and she is not with me.

La misma noche que hace blanquear los mismos árboles. / The same night that whitens those same trees.
Nosotros, los de entonces, ya no somos los mismos.  /   We are already not the same.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero cuánto la quise.   /   I already don't love her, its true, but how much i loved her.
Mi voz buscaba el viento para tocar su oído.   /  My voice searched the wind to touch your hearing.

De otro. Será de otro. Como antes de mis besos.   /  of another.  it will be of another.  like before my kisses
Su voz, su cuerpo claro. Sus ojos infinitos.  /  her voice, her clear body.  her infinite eyes.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez la quiero.   /  I already don't love her, its certain, but maybe i love her.
Es tan corto el amor, y es tan largo el olvido.  /   love is so short, and takes so long to forget

Porque en noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos,  /  because in nights like this i took her between my arms
mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.  /  my soul is not content to have lost her.

Aunque éste sea el último dolor que ella me causa,   /  although this is the final pain that she causes me,
y éstos sean los últimos versos que yo le escribo.   /    and to her these are the final verses that i will ever write

 

sorry thats so long and sorry im not a very good translator, the language is so amazing i don't even  begin to do it justice.

 


Sunday, August 20, 2006

BUTLER

oh my gosh there is this huge bell tower that this guys plays everyday for a few hours it the most interesting thing i have ever seen.  u can play it like an organ and its shaped like a huge spire; it looks like something from stargate.  the sound echoes from the far side of a lake in the back of the campus all the way to my dorm; the sound is incredible! the etheral tone of those bells echoing off of every building in the campus is so awe-inspiring.

so after being here for almost 2 days im still not sure if i like it or not....i went to two frat parties last night and there are sure to be even more once school actually starts.  I met some really cool people too last night.  I still dont know if theyll ever replace any of my madison friends, whom i still cant believe i left behind!  oh sadness. 

My Bonnie lies over the ocean,

My Bonnie lies over the sea,

My Bonnie lies over the ocean,

Please, bring back my Bonnie to me!


Friday, July 21, 2006

ORLANDOBALLETBITCHES!!!!

I feel like ive been out of touch with the whole world for like a month...actually i think i have.  i  really miss everybody from madison soo much, i serisously cant wait to come back in a little over a week.  this summer at orlando has been aweseome though, ive met alot of great people and received a whole bunch of good training too, i feel like i understand my body alot better now.  Psychologically, I think this month has helped to put alot of my thoughts and expectations of my future into perspective.  I'm not so sure i want to go to college anymore.
  I want to be a ballet dancer, and i want to devote my entire life to it, and i think that might mean not caring about what wouold happen if i got seriously injured or forced to retire.  All great dancers have given up everything for their art, and I think I'm going to too.  college can wait until im 35.



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